Caroline came to her appointment with great reluctance after giving in to her friends’ insistence that she see me. She was fed up with doctors and was not happy about telling her sad story to yet one more doctor.
It was challenging taking Caroline’s history. She was angry. She said, “I’m sick of doctors. They haven’t been able to help me. I’ve wasted so much time and money—for nothing. I’m only seeing you because my friend practically forced me to. I doubt there’s anything you can do for me. No offense.”
I answered, “I’m not offended. I actually know what you mean about not being able to get the help you need from doctors. I was once in a situation like that myself.”
Caroline began to relax a bit. Through her tears, she told me she had been treated by a psychiatrist twice a week for suicidal depression and had been on many different kinds of anti-depressant and anti-psychotic medication during the past three years of intensive treatment.
After all those years of treatment, the depression was no better. In fact, she said she was getting worse. To top it off, Caroline said she was struggling with feeling drugged all the time, one of the many side effects from all the medications. She was no longer able to work for a living and depended on her parents’ support.
Here’s what I learned: Caroline had a childhood without any kind of significant emotional trauma. Both her parents were kind and loving; there was no history of mental illness in the family. Caroline had never experienced depression until three years ago when she began feeling tired, with frequent headaches, and a pervasive sense of despair and hopelessness—for no apparent reason.
Nothing had changed in her life. Nobody had died or broken up with her, there was no change in her diet, no financial worries. It was a total mystery as to why Caroline felt so terrible—even to the point of contemplating suicide on a daily basis.
The psychiatrist she saw dug around for unresolved childhood issues to talk about during the twice-weekly appointments, as well as trying a series of psychiatric drugs.
I asked Caroline many questions about her lifestyle, including what kind of food she ate. She said she spent a lot of time cooking in the kitchen. She loved to make healthy, nutritious meals, mostly organic. She had no food sensitivities, but avoided gluten and sugar because she felt better not eating those foods.
After hearing her story, I wrote out a list of possible environmental causes of her triad of symptoms—fatigue, headaches, and suicidal depression—and gave it to her to contemplate. Among the list of potential triggers were toxic chemicals, mycotoxins produced by mold spores, and gas leaks. She looked over the list and assured me she had nothing toxic in her home. With difficulty, I persuaded her to have her home checked.
Fortunately, we were able to locate a well-trained “healthy home inspector.” The inspector discovered a gas leak that the utilities company had missed. The pipe that carried the gas to her stove leaked right where the pipe joined the stove.
Several weeks after getting the leak fixed, Caroline was able to slowly wean off her psychiatric medications. Her road to wellness was a long journey, but she was excited to be heading in the right direction at last. After about six months, she went back to work. The last time I saw her in town, she was smiling, making jokes, and generally looked happy and healthy.
Mental illness, including depression, is commonly regarded as a purely psychiatric problem, without consideration of other possible origins of the illness. The conventional approach to mental illness includes medication and talk therapy about the past. These modalities are valuable, especially in times of crisis, but the search for underlying physiologic causes of the mental illness is usually left out of the treatment plan.
The brain is affected by the same substances that affect the rest of the body—sometimes even more so due to the brain’s unique composition.
With even a little training in environmental medicine, doctors will understand the importance of including in their evaluation the possibility of the following:
- Heavy metal overload, especially lead and mercury
- Past history of pesticide exposure
- Formaldehyde exposure from new building materials
- Exposure to solvents, such as paints, sealers, and glues.
- Past or present exposure to mycotoxins made by molds
- Carbon monoxide exposure and gas leaks
- Unhealthy diets with high sugar and refined foods, allergens like gluten and dairy, and nutritional deficiencies that affect the brain, like B-complex and fish oils.
- Gut microbiome imbalance with overgrowth of harmful bacteria and fungus
- Drug reactions, including pharmaceutical drugs, recreational drugs and alcohol.
Of course the above list does not include all the possible environmental contributors to mental illness—just a sampling of the more common ones.
As an added tool, we now have affordable genetic testing to evaluate the patients’ predisposition to having extreme problems with toxins in the environment and toxins in the food supply. Since each one of us is unique in our genetic make-up, the one-size-fits-all approach is no longer justified.
Caroline was furious with her psychiatrist for not considering other causes of her depression. I pointed out to her that she did the best she could. Sadly, psychiatrists have no training in environmental medicine.
Caroline urged me to give talks at psychiatric conferences about non-psychiatric causes of mental illness. I told her I would give the idea some thought.
Inspired by Caroline’s words about helping psychiatrists understand the role of the environment in contributing to mental illness, I had the intention of giving talks on environmental medicine at the annual psychiatric conferences. The snowboarding accident in 2007 derailed those plans.
Now, I’m thinking I might reach more people if I gave a TED talk on this subject. We’ll see what unfolds.
I welcome your thoughts on this subject.
I just read this today – I would love to hear a TED talk about this too! But, not only about environmental causes of psychiatric symptoms – also infectious triggers. PANDAS is rare, but probably not as rare as we’d like to think. But, the possibility of a link is often, unfortunately dismissed by doctors, mental health providers, etc. Too many children are suffering, undiagnosed, misdiagnosed, for way too long (their parents too!) while doctors prescribe psychiatric medications and therapy that is ineffective.
Debbie, thanks for your comments. I totally agree with what you say about children being misdiagnosed. I would write about PANDAS, but I don’t have enough experience with the condition to have any credibility. My heart goes out to you. Love, Erica
Erica, a TED talk would be just great! You absolutely should do it. And, talks at psychiatric conferences are good too. I hear the TED talk preparation is very grueling. Wittling down your info to the most essential components and delivering it with interest, humor etc.
Good luck!
Cathy
I know how grueling the TED talks are. I’m giving one on September 12th at TEDxABQ on co-housing. Wish me luck!!!
Erica, I am so happy that you agreed to participate with us for “Monsters inside me” to discuss carbon monoxide poisoning. It will be airing sometime in the fall. The symptoms described above was what I was experiencing. I am happy to say that I continue to improve daily. The veil of depression has been lifting. I am no longer in the “dark” as I had described it, with suicidal thoughts daily. People have noted the changes in me and say I have light and a glow coming out of me as compared to last year. I think a TED talk would be the next step for you to reach the masses on the problem of environmental toxins. So many medical professionals are not aware of the problems and so anxious to get their clients on drugs that only mask or make worse the problems. Thank you for being part of my change and helping save me from dying.
I would like to learn more about the healthy home inspector. We have to use propane in our neck of the woods and I often question appropriate connections from propane tank, to the house, to our mechanical room and propane stove. The propane “expert” says that a slight wiff of propane is “normal.”
You could contact Dan Stih and pose that question to him. Contact information can be found on his website.
I use propane gas to “fire up” my furnace in the winter months and year round with my cooking stove.
There is never even a slight whiff of propane gas nor should there be one.
If the stove’s burner is on but not ignited, then there is an odor that is emitted (due to something being added to the gas) to alert a customer that the burner needs to be turned off or that there is a leak.
Yes, a TED talk! Most people in the country don’t know what you have said here!
Please do a TED talk on this. I would like to be able to share this resource with loved ones. Many in my family are being diagnosed with variations of bipolar disorder. I would like to be able to share this talk in order to share another perspective with them to supplement their current psychiatric support.
this would be a great topic on TED talk! This topic needs to get out into the public, it would change so much how we treat our earth!
Thank you for sharing this story!
Right on, Erica. As you know, we had a minor gas leak and it caused Ethan to have serious side effects, and we thought at first it was toxic mold in the house as the symptoms were similar (migraines, fatigue, and also not sleeping for a few weeks). The healthy home inspector we used found the gas leak and we got it fixed. Often stoves have a valve in back and it is easy for it to get damaged when moving the stove. For anyone having an onset of symptoms without situational causes, it is so important to look at everything, including the “blind spots” you think couldn’t be causing the problem.
Congrats on your possible TED talk, Erica. Go for it!!!
I posted this to my facebook. Very helpful!
I see a lot of pressure for you to TED in these comments. I think, as you said that that energy may not serve you to do that. Please take care of yourself with the energy you have that reaches out to us….your loved ones and keep doing that………..okay?
I will take your words to heart, Jim. Love, Erica
Erica, I like very much the idea of a TED talk as a springboard for community education. But I still like the idea of being a presenter at psychiatric conferences. While psychiatrists can be very well meaning, they can be extremely myopic. I saw it constantly during my career as a psychiatric nurse. Because they have limited medical experience and knowledge, I would see them examine everything including etiology through the narrow prism of psychiatry. Because of my own experience as a former medical nurse, I was appalled to see some psychiatrists treating all psychological issues psychiatrically, when the etiology was medical and not psychiatric. Environmental illness is another aspect of a medically induced illness causing psychological mayhem in the unfortunate individual. Psychiatrists need a lot of education in physical medicine like environmental illness. Sometimes it’s NOT all in your head! I’ve been out commission for 2 decades with CFS/ME/CFIDS and because psychiatrists are so inexperienced in the medical sciences, they were certain that CFS was ALL in the head, so they diagnosed everyone with somatoform disorder. Turns out CFS was a medical disease with very little with psychiatric disorders such as major depression.
Yes, psychiatrists need to wake up, and I am quite confident that someone like you, Erica, could help them do just do.
Thanks, Peter. I’ll take your words to heart. Love, Erica
What a fabulous idea for a TED talk! You would be amazing!
And what a fabulous platform to reach such a large number of thoughtful
intelligent people to help raise the consciousness about environmental
toxins. I’ll look forward to watching it.
You are the only doctor friend who makes sense to me. I am often chided for not having scientific facts when talking about medical issues with MD friends. Imagine a world with wise doctors like you. Our medical bills would only be a fraction what it is now,people would bemuch healthier, and “unfortunately” the drug companies could not bamboozle us anymore.”
I love this comment!
Thanks Erica. Think both Ted talks, and presentations at Conferences of physicians. Perhaps letter to editors of medical journals with rudimentary info and invitation to ongoing conversations. What about two or three Medical Schools that may be open to Environmental medicine, to get the info into doctors’ stream of awareness?
I’d like to do all those things you suggested, Beth, but I don’t know if I have the energy anymore like I did when I was younger. And, to fit it in with a full time practice will be challenging. I’ll give it some thought. Love, Erica
Erica,
Definitely get yourself on TED and put this information out there.
Excellent! There are so many possible culprits brought on by air, water, and food contamination! It is always worth it to check for environmental causes. You ROCK!
Excellent, excellent. Yes, this information needs to be shared with the world. TED, listen up!
Erica saved my life when she suggested my Santa Fe home be tested for mold. Long story, happy ending. I could have died had it gone undetected much longer. SCARY stuff…
Erica……I love you so much!
You are putting into words those you connect with with their truth and yours maybe…..so brave of you.
And take the next obvious step to make some kind of change with the powers be that seems to rule……very brave. I am one of those lost in that system and yet I have the will to question still……a gift for me. I think this is part of what you are trying to make real for those of us lost . I think we are right.
Jim
Erica Fabulous article. Please do a TED. This info needs to shared. I wish I had known this early on in my life when I had no idea why I was so depressed. Even now, when I was on antibiotics for 2 weeks and sank into a dark pit, I had to constantly remind myself why it was happening. Thank you for the affirmation.
TED away! Good topic. As a survivor of mental hospitals in the 70’s (“paranoid shizophrenic”), I published my memoir a couple of years ago and have a site to provide self care to those caught up in the mental health mill.
Don, I didn’t mean to suggest that genetics predisposes one to mental illness. The intention was to say that the genetics can predispose to having problems clearing toxic chemicals from the body. Those toxic chemicals can be one of many factors that lead to mental illness. In a blog post, I am not doing a full treatise on mental illness. The only point I am trying to make is that there are other causes of mental illness that are not being addressed. It would take a book to write a full account of mental illness.
I hope you do give a TED talk. this information needs to be shared, and widely. I think more and more people are receptive to this and TED is a great medium for sharing.
Just to back you up, when I was an undergraduate I did a term paper on The Etiology of Schizophrenia and in my studies I found that in the neighborhood of a major leak of toxic chemicals into a river (I think it was the James River, but it was so long ago I’m not sure), many people were later diagnosed with that schizophrenia. MUCH more than you would expect in a similar neighborhood. The term paper’s conclusion was that there was no SINGLE cause, but possibly many, including the environment. Of course you must take into account it was only a term paper, and not a Medical Journal.
It’s amazing that way back in those days the association was made between mental illness and chemicals in the environment. Seems like doctors have forgotten.
I would love to hear you do a TED talk! This information is so important, and change can only happen when awareness arises first.
Along with the growing number of studies about how toxic exposures in our daily lives affect our bodies, we need a greater understanding of how our mental and emotional well-being are also challenged by toxins. It’s amazing that the body-mind-emotion-spirit complex that defines us as humans has been dissected by the mainstream, but rarely put back together. I grew up on a farm that did both ground and aerial spraying, and I have seen a wide array of effects on all members of my family.
Furthermore, toxic injury is not limited to our own exposures. Every day science uncovers more about how the damage can be passed down as well (I think some animal studies have shown it to occur for up to 4 subsequent generations).
Keep being a pioneer and awakening others!